'Pitiful Dark Soul'

My tears are
as grey as my heart
searing
dropping
i have a demon's thoughts
singing in the dark church
i have no spiritual connection
utterly unloved, 
my only companion
is the darkness
could I find a lonelier place to be
weeping
my soul is like poison
everything and everyone is above me
endless unhappiness

-Rev.Bola A.
(24.5.10 - ARR )
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